When I say you, I am talking to every single one of you that will read this, and even then those who will never read it. I never know what to expect from you all, sometimes I find myself thinking about Gatsby or Walt Whitman, a sense of being within and without. I will probably cover it later in this blog post if I remember to get to it... I have a lot a want to cover but don't know how to say all of it. Normally I'm very good at making myself sound way smarter than I am, and writing like I always know what I'm talking about. You all probably knew me first as Chris Vogel, the really smart dude, or Chris Vogel, that quiet nerd that was in some class I had freshman or sophomore year. Yeah that was... or is me. It's hard to tell if I'm anything like that kid some of you may have first met. I keep losing track of time. I get ahead of myself or fall behind. I get distracted, I miss out on things, I make mistakes. I try not to but often times I blame myself and end up...